Still Alive { UPDATE }

I swear I am, I'm just on tumblr more~ ; v ; So sorry about that… Been busy RP'ing as Chell from Portal/Portal 2. Also talking to some friends. Recently, planning some new OCs for my latest fandom: Transformers.

Possibly planning a series for that, but for now, count on some Transformers OCs to be popping up soon!

Oh, and a belated update on My Possession, My Love… I was planning on posting the next chapter soon, perhaps now… If I had it. I swear up and down that I had written it (I even still remember what happened and how unhappy I was with rushing it because I wanted to move the plot along), but when I went to look for it… Nothing. Gone. Both files didn't have the update and I'm still worked up about it. I'll get to rewriting it soon, but depression is hitting me a little hard right now with the death of Robin Williams and my own personal problems so… I ask that my fans please understand to wait just a little longer. Updates are coming soon.

Also will try to seal up other things people are requesting, like more updates to my BEN x Reader series. I have one I still haven't posted and if I brought it with me, I just might post it now… 

Oh! And for those who remember my smut fic of Dirk x Reader x Jake… I just might make a tumblr for my x Reader stuff and repost there, under read more and smut warning~ That way you guys can still enjoy the smut without too much threat of dA grabbing at it. c:

To explain a little more on what's going on with the whole Transformers thing… Basically, my mom and I watched the first Transformers movie and as we were watching, I realized how much I adored Bumblebee. He was full of character and absolutely precious (like his little bee air fresher that read 'Bee otch'), so yes, I am in love with more robots. Oh snap! (And more bees, technically speaking in the way of my old love for the Captors from Homestuck.) So now I've been pulled in. I've gone to Netflix and been watching ALL of The Transformers (yes, the one from the 1980s) and once I'm done, will move on to Transfomers Prime and whatever other shows/movies they got. Then I'm going to look for my window of opportunity to get the rest of the Transformers movies… Because more research, hell yeah.
As per the usual, I plan on making OCs for Transformers. If no one else has noticed, I make OCs for the fun of it and to explore each section of who they are. I want an Autbot, I want a Decepticon, I want a reject from the groups, I want a small faction who's just trying to make it by… It's what I love doing, making and exploring each section of life as they, and we, know it.

So I have at least four planned out with a maybe fifth?? A femme and mech for the Autobot side, as well as Decepticon. (Wondering if I should pair my femme Autbot with the male Decepticon already. Hmmm…) And then either a Cyber-Organic or a simple Cybertionian who can transform into an animal. Either way, that one is going to be animal related. (Though I'm considering the idea of Cyber-Organic human twins. I'm getting so many ideas for them already too…)

The femme/female Autobot is the one I've worked the most on. She'll have green optics and her alt mode is a Jeep Wrangler Rubicon with a silver coloring and red on her. (Looks like this but has colors like this.) I'm trying to work out how the Transformers transform so I can get her picture down, but I'm having a hell of a time doing so. (Can anyone help me with this??!)
I think the mech/male Autobot is going to be an aircraft. Hadn't settled on one yet, but I'll get cracking on that now, since I'm on here. He honestly has been on the back burner along with the rest of them in favor of just trying to finish my main girl! Once she's done, and it's all out of the way, they'll be done…
And who knows, maybe I'll make myself an Autobot form so I don't have some self-insert on Bumbles and I can still draw less awkward human/robot stuff. (Technically speaking. Since I'll be a robot too. Probably will draw a few of Bee humanized, since that also makes my job easier. Though I need to learn to draw robots first and foremost!)

Anyways, unless you guys have further questions about the things I've been working/should be working on, then this should be it! Thank you so much for reading and have a wonderful day!!

(And thanks to all those who are watching me. I'm pretty sure it's cause of all of you guys that I'm semi-internet famous and its only because of you guys that I've gotten anywhere close to a thing like that. Thank you all so much!! Stay amazingly awesome!!!)